// me ____
; sherlyn
; fairfield
; 06081988
; netball
; drama
// loves ____
; dim lights
// wishlist ____
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// blogs ____
// freeze ____
; roses
; smiles
; thai songs & movies
; axelle red ; je t'attends
; cowbells
; downtempo
; chillout
; ducks
sans plus attendre : axelle red
; face A face B : axelle red
; sensualite : axelle red
; 4th album: missing you : fly to the sky
; wallet
; new glasses
; pencil box
; konica minolta DiMAGE x50
; the da vinci code by dan brown
; cracking the da vinci code by dan brown
; angels and demons by dan brown
; digital swatch skin
; money (u_u)
; BE LESS ABSENT MINDED!!
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drama blog |
joyce |
michelle |
julia |
cherie |
tG's party |
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youthday! |
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familyday2004 |
OBS Singapore 2004 |
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nineeight04 |
AKLTG booster |
studyday@juronglibrary |
xf'sbdae@sentosa |
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11:55 PM
listening to // shine we are! :: BoA*
Saturday, September 25, 2004
feeling // tired.
Just came back from wedding dinner. And i didn't enjoy it one bit - other than the red wine. :) They had pretty roses too. Had oral in the morning. I think i'm so gonna screw up my chinese. Die die die. But no use crying over spilt milk. Last but not least. . the most important person today is. . . TANG!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAAAAAANGYY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOO!!!!!
Happy sweet sixteenth tangerine bear! :D
9:55 PM
listening to // she will be loved :: maroon 5
Thursday, September 23, 2004
feeling // comtemplative
Just had study skills booster session yesterday. I really needed it. The fire in me has just started to wane but now it's refuelled so amen. :) It'll bring me through my end year exams. I will get my results. Cherie mentioned today that being in the middle few classes, it's the hardest to finish the race. Because you're not the lousiest, and you're not the best. You're just. . . there. People wouldn't expect you to win or lose. Just. . . prolly maintain your grade or just hang there. And then there's the factor of being in a neighbourhood school so people tend to stereotype us. FYI fairsians, fairfield is a neighbourhood school - just that we have the element of class. (though personally i feel most of the people have the element of crass.) But anyway. . . to those people who sortta look down on me cos i'm retained. YOU CAN STAND IN A ROW AND HAVE YOUR ASSES KICKED BY YOURS TRULY. So there. I don't give a damn whether you're from ri/sji/acsi/mgs/scgs. With all due respect, that wasn't a personal attack to any people i know from those schools yeah? I come in peace. ^^v
Talked to cherie after the classes left about bell. Sigh, she's really getting on my nerves. Mich, xf and i have almost walked the ends of the earth trying to get you to face the ugly reality. But do listen? No. You have lost your friends one by one. And you know what? I am not gonna give a damn about it anymore. Go purge matthew of his moral rights. GO AHEAD! I don't care. When i talk to you it's as if i'm talking to some invisible being. At least when i talk to walls, they answer me - got echo what. Correct? :p Maybe it's your infantile way of perceiving the world. It's not all pretty pink ribbons and prancing unicorns you know; though i wish it was. You were attached to alson. And then you start going all touchy with that 20 year old identity crisis guy. And when alson confronted you, you said it was God's custom to hug people. That's like total bullshit can. Even if it was God's custom, what were the thoughts that were going around in that puny, mushy little barrier you call brain? I doubt that they were of God's customs. Don't bring christianity into the whole thing girl. If you're so holy and all, do you know that you're almost committing adultery already. And the bible states that committing adultery and being unfaithful to your partner is a sin? So much for being godly.
Mmmz, on a lighter note. Stayed back to play ball with the sec 4 netballers. It was really great catching up with them and all despite their busy schedules. :) Talked, talked and talked some more. Fun fun!! Tried shooting with ben song too. HOOI BEN! You better stop fooling around and ace your O levels yes? I want my DiMAGE x50. xD
10:19 PM
listening to // william tell overture :: mozart
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
feeling // empty.
Sherlyn is a walking empty shell. Life has been going on and on in a vicious cycle. I wanted to blog more about it but i shall keep my entries light hearted lest i start ranting again. But hey, this is my blog. I can post whatever i want. I'm contradicting myself again. I'll livejournal the entry.
The cow of a chankokyong found my coursework. She was obviously in the wrong but still tried to find some reason to shoot me. But it's alright. I am almighty and reign over her. :) Went out with the clique today. We wanted to watch a cinderella story but scraped the idea because i had dreaded tuition. So we went to taka and pigged out. The fudgy wudgy chewy chocolate brownie tasted so damn good! Chocolate makes me happy! Went to pacific plaza to get our clique wallet and now natalie owes me $7! GIVE ME THE MOOLAH!! Pass me the monayyyye! Lol. Singing that song in quiksilver directs everyone's attention to us. We had about 5 minutes of fame. Don't think the others noticed anyway. xD
Got too carried away and rushed down to tuition. Took 54 with fenny to the 14 bus stop. And 14 stopped right in front after i got off 54. And when i flagged the bus the stupid uncle just looked away and drove off! OMG, THE AUDACITY! This is the second time in this month that stupid things like this happen to me. One more incident of this sort, SBS can expect a call from a very unhappy 16 year old aka ME.
9:31 PM
listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
Monday, September 20, 2004
feeling // annoyed
I'm rushing through my food and nutrition coursework now. MRS CHAN KOK YONG CAN JUST GO DIE. The thought of that cow just pisses me off. *rolls eyes* Still can't get over the fact that she lost my research and task analysis and denies that i didn't hand it up. The whole bloody class can be my eye witness. I even wrote my name on it. And she going like, "you file for what? Not as if i'm gonna lose it." AS IF! You irresponsible git of a scumbag. Curses. -_-__
I AM SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!! Some people just love to fuck others up. It's not like as if my life isn't fucked enough.
10:36 PM
listening to // je t'attends :: axelle red
Sunday, September 19, 2004
feeling // blended
I'm having one helluva rollercoaster ride of feelings now.
Met up with joyce and sammi at dover mrt to go for our auditions at the botanic gardens today. It was pretty nerve wrecking and i doubt that i'll get the role of joan because margot is so not me and i can't play the piano anyway. Played with a couple of dogs at the botanic gardens. And it fuelled my love of getting a dog again. Headed down to town with the girls and walked around far east. Joyce left early and i hope she didn't get lost again. (e_e)" Sammi's aunt and mom joined us and sammi bought her jap schoolgirl outfit. I wouldn't be caught dead in one of those because it looks very weird on a singaporean. Good thing sammi didn't buy the high socks and boots; if not it'll all be VERY wrong. She'll look just plain weird. Maybe it's just me. Went marche for dinner. Rosti! But it tasted real odd. Forced everything down. Ate soft shell crab and i ate the roe. Like, GROSS. I hate crab roe. Bleah. Guzzled down my coke with real lemon. :) The artificially lemon flavoured one tastes off. And i was real bloated after that. Sammi's mom paid for my food so i only spent $10 at orchard today! (n_n) Smsed songkai abit, catch up a little. If you're reading this. . . you better score well if not see whether i throw acid at you and disfigure your shuai ge face. Muahaha!
Recently i like being alone in school. But i don't mind spending time with friends outside school. Like i've got nothing to say to some of the people in school. I find that i talk better to the people outside school. Don't ask me. It's like as if i can connect better and i have more things to talk about. And to all the people who want to slap me for my lameness, i'm sorry but I LAME WHENEVER I WANT. Too bad you don't get the beauty of smart lame jokes/puns. At least there are people out there who do. You know who you are. -thumbs up- (>_n) You guys pwn.
think i better leave right now,
before i fall any deeper.
think i better leave right now,
feeling weaker and weaker.
somebody better show me how,
before i fall any deeper.
i think i better leave right now.
11:20 PM
listening to // the way :: clay aiken
Saturday, September 18, 2004
feeling // zoned out
I think those around me would have noticed that the past few days i have been more or less a solitary person. I don't know why. Maybe it's the inferiority complex syndrome or ICS as i have coined. Need medication - need CHOCOLATE!
Went rubbish picking for CIP today. It was pretty fun, i got a tan on my face again. (-_-) Sigh. Then my nose will start peeling again. Gahh. Hate it when that happens. Headed to taka with joyce to meet some production director. Pretty cool. Audition's tomorrow at the botanic gardens. Weird huh? Then when we were walking towards borders we were stopped by the mtv crew and ask whether we wanted to do on dedication. The questions asked were so GP man. Yep. So guys, do catch mtv request live and see the faces of joyce and i! Provided they screen it. Yeah. I'm off to sleep. Tons sleepy. Goodnight.
11:16 AM
listening to // live @ global DJ broadcast :: markus schulz
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
feeling // tired
I cried again last night and now my eyes sting like mad in air conditioned rooms. Sigh, i'm getting pretty much demoralized by all the crass that's happening to me now. I left my wallet on the taxi yesterday and the company hasn't called. And there were real valuable stuff in there. *slaps myself* WHY AM I SO ABSENT MINDED!!??? I feel real useless and that i'm just nothing but a burden to the people around me. I'm sure many of you reading this will be nodding your heads like those solar powered japanese destresser thingers sold at action city. If you're not, thank you, you are most kind. :) Anyhow, i'm trying to lift my spirits so i'll be able to concentrate on my exams and really ace. With lousy grades i'm not even gonna smell the paint on the gates of hwa chong / victoria / la selle.
Mmmz. Thanks kenneth for the deep dish mix. It's pretty effective in my zoning out sessions. :) *thumbs up* And to the rest, if you see me staring into space and not responding, i'm most prolly zoning out or in deep thought. Well, it's an 80% chance that it's the former. I am so in need of a breather after the exams for sure. Then it's SYF preparations. And maybe the church trip to the states. I am gonna be so busy. My my, busy busy busy.
I read about a third of the da vinci code already. And the divine proportion is really t3h c0olest. Meet the prettiest number in the world, 1.618 or PHI (pronounced fee). If you divide the number of female bees to the number of male bees in any beehive you will always get PHI. The ratio of each spiral to the next on the nautilus shell is 1 : PHI. Try this practical; measure the distance from your head to the floor. Then divide by the distance from your belly button to the floor. You will get PHI. Another example; measure the distance between the tip of your finger to the shoulder. Then divide the distance from your finger to your elbow and voila, you will get PHI. My friends, we are all a walking tribute to PHI!
10:11 PM
listening to // kneel before your god :: paul oakenfold
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
feeling // lousy.
Mrs chan should just curl up in the himalayas and die. She keeps going on and on saying that we don't show her our work. And when we do, she loses them and insists on that i didn't do my work. Like what the. . . .?! Life if really starting to screw up. UGH. Well, on the brighter side. . . Davin bought me the da vinci code for my birthday present. Although it's looooong overdue, heck. I love it. :D Thanks for the little dog too. It's name is aurora. *beams*
10:16 PM
listening to // judge jules and tiesto live in dublin :: radio 1
Monday, September 13, 2004
feeling // accomplished
I finished my homework! ph34r muh h0m3work skillz of d00m. >.< (I wrote a whole long paragraph after this but i deleted it by accident and i can't remember. Sorry guys.)
My pretty pencil box. :)
cried. My dad's being a real asshole now. First he is like bloody irresponsible, always leaving bills to my mom to settle while he just sits down and bloody do nothing except sit in front of the tv. And he works, a earns a damn salary but i wonder where does it all go. My mom is single handedly supporting the family paying for food, bills, school books and stuff. While my dad does NOTHING. Zip, zero, nada, zilch. That's getting on my nerves.
11:07 PM
listening to // global dj broadcast :: sasha
Sunday, September 12, 2004
feeling // happy & broke.
I am so broke. Darn i spent so much today. Eeks. I bought a new pencilbox today from thunderbird. Then i went to flash and splash and saw a black roxy one. Which was nice. . . and cheaper. But the white billabong one caught my eye first. My new love of my life! It was love at first sight again. I just need to get my wallet and have an extra marital affair with it. Lol.
I was reading the JUICE magazine and listening to markus schulz on the bus ride home when suddenly this middle-aged guy sat in front of me, turned behind and started nagging at me. "You are so young! how can you read a magazine that is for clubbers?! you are underaged you know?? And look at you! Listening to all those techno music. Doop, doop, doop so loud and noisy. Aiiiyooooo." Just rolled my eyes at him and changed seat. Weird people.
My response: Hey. I don't even know you.? What's wrong with reading the magazine? Not as if i go underaged clubbing with a fake id. (But i'm tempted on the 25 of september because lexicon ave will be at zouk. DAMN DAMN DAMN!) And the bus was so freaking quiet i could hear my heartbeat, of cos you could listen to the beautiful songs in my MuVo NX you idiot. I don't attempt to try and burst my ear drums at 16. *puts on headfones and continues grooving to sasha*
9:36 AM
listening to // homelands essential mix :: dj tiesto
Saturday, September 11, 2004
feeling // corny
Corn soup totally pwnz. :)
Ripped quiz from Xun but the html codes are screwed and i can't seem to post them. Growl. And the results pretty weird nyan~ First attempt said i'll get 100% and end up in VJC but got in illegally. o_O Second attempt said i'll end up in HCJC!! But only because i killed someone else and i need to be retained a year. So much for being in my JC of choice.
Actually, i just realised that both are my JCs of choice. Am i slow or what. (-_-) Considering VJC for theatre studies before going to la selle. Or should i go straight there? But i have to be damn zai to get accepted. Or go into HCJC for arts and their netball team. They is t3h pr0.
// Well he was listening hour after hour, day after day, week after week. He kept hearing these odd sounds. Over the years he figured out what they were. . . But it was his secret. . . . . . .
[edit;11.48pm]And i'm back, from outer space - i wish. I wrecked my pencil box just now. The zip came off. Pah, rat poop. I gotta get a new pencilbox. But i can't seem to find nice ones anywhere. Maybe i just have to settle with the pencil box caleb chua has (groan) or save up for an uber funky clutch bag which makes a damn good pencil box. But the clutch pencil box costs like $35 which i think is ridiculous. I think i'll go with the former - if i got my former and latter correctly. I'm getting the caleb chua one. $35 can get me my da vinci code. On the bus ride home i had my little bout of i-am-small-and-insignificant-therefore-no-one-will-notice-or-recognise-me-and-if-i-am-free-i-might-get-a-free-bus-ride syndrome. Wanted to take 961 all the way to wherever it goes. I only know it goes to woodlands interchange in the bukit timah direction. Haven't tried the other direction yet. Met cherlyn on the bus today too. And she sat smack in front of me but she couldn't recognise me. Well i can't blame her. I look real grotesque way back then. Haha. Thought back of the kindergarten/early primary school days and chuckled. Oh well. Those were the carefree days. Now it's work, work, work. I have no life.
I counted how many people i deleted from my msn list because i don't talk to them often. And it amounted to 110. WOAH. So now i only have 40 people on my list. And guess what - hongchin is amongst the people i deleted. HA! But whatever. At the rate that i don't talk to people, i'm gonna have no friends too. =\ And soon everyone will forget that once a girl called sherlyn sim shujun ever walked the face of this earth. So there.[/edit;12.11am]
10:07 PM
listening to // way out west :: ministry of sound
Friday, September 10, 2004
feeling // cramped
There is always a period of time in the month when i want to be a boy. Ugh, what a rip off.
Had the last session of touch rugby today. I can play a proper game already! *beams* So cleverrr. I was majorly annoyed with certain individuals during touch rugby today. No, surprisingly ryann doesn't fall under the category today. I'm sorry but i don't take notice of foul, loathesome, evil, insignificant little cockroaches. Today was a mr know-it-all. Well, on normal days i try to turn a deaf ear and blind eye to all this but i was pms-ing today so my evil twin was trying to find fault with anything humanly possible.
Headed down to KAP to study with feli after that. And it got much better. Finally a person who shares the same frequency as i do. Managed to do my geography assignment and half my chinese argumentative essay. Thanks Xun for reminding me about the format. Anyway, it was real annoying when someone walked pass us with fries and we suddenly wanted to eat fries. Then tons of people walked pass us with cold storage chicken and we suddenly wanted to eat chicken. So i paid for mine and feli's fries and chicken because she's saving her $2 for kei.
Did a little people watching and noticed this guy sitting alone at the table opposite me and he kept calling and sms-ing but there was like no reply. So the poor lamb was sitting alone at the table for like a damn long time. So he decided to take out his chemistry textbook. My eyes fell on it, and i couldn't help it. That boy, is a disciple of tan yin toon!! :p Wonder if ms mok is his chemistry teacher too. *chuckle* Then after like what seemed like eternity, a guy finally showed up with a bunch of flowers. Both feli and i were like O_O, but. . . what cannot be lah huh? But the flowers were pretty though. :)
Well, being teh g0s5ip g1rL, we did what girls do best - gossip. Tons funny. Poor kimmie.
11:17 PM
listening to // she will be loved :: maroon 5
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
feeling // chipper.
Today we did touch rugby! Lols. It was real fun. . . Our instructor was some acjc rugby guy who's quite cute. :p The name's mr cheong. Kinda reminds me of stanley from the back. Both are just as good looking but anyway that's beside the point. So, contact rugby is a tad bit confusing. All the forward pass blahblahblah. I've got a tan - yay! But it won't last so happiness is temporary. My cheeks are burning and i look like pikachu. If only i could zap thunderbolts. [bitch rant]I'll zap ryann first. Piss me off sumore and you will meet your wrath. I shan't use the ultimate insult until i declare that i cannot take it any further. So, watch your back dude. Don't try and act all basketball-player in front of me. I will rip your pair of iversons/and 1s with my bare hands - or on second thoughts. . .not exactly bare. With surgical gloves. Don't want any infections getting to me or anything. My my, don't i just detest you. YOU FOUL, LOATHESOME, EVIL, INSIGNIFICANT, LITTLE COCKROACH! When i am angry, ph34r me! it will be nothing but total pwnage.[/bitch rant]
Gee, i've been ranting alot. -shudders-
11:32 PM
listening to // sensualite :: axelle red
Monday, September 06, 2004
feeling // don't talk about it.
I lost the love of my life today. . . The special one whom i fell in love with at first sight. The one with the healthy shade of pink on the even tan of the oh-so-perfect body. The one who carried the things that made me who i am, my self indentity. Carried the money that feeds me. Contained the sweet little messages that made me smile. The one whom i would turn to whenever i saw something i liked. The one who would buy anything that i wanted as long as it was within budget. The one who always held my hand. The one who follows me everywhere i go and will not forsake me. The love of my life is . . .
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MY WALLET LAH!!!! Bet you thought it was a break up nyan? :p Sorry man marcel, it isn't phang - will never be. Sad 'innit? And stop being such a tard. -prod-
10:11 PM
listening to // stop :: spice girls
Sunday, September 05, 2004
feeling // devastated
MY BEAUTIFUL HAIR! MY PRECIOUS LUSCIOUS LOCKS OF KERATIN! :( I went for a haircut today. Told the hairdresser to trim it. But instead she cuts like 2 inches off and thinned it. So now my ponytail has stunted growth and has a bad case of anorexia nervosa. *bawls* It took me almost half year to grow out my layers and now it's layered once again!! Noooooo. Call me vain but i love my hair.
I can't wait for friday. Doing touch rugby then heading to children's home. Yaysteralize! :) I can be a kid again and no one will put me down. There's no wrong with a 16 year old watching cartoons alright? And by saying nicky is cute - IT DOESN'T MEAN I LIKE HIM!!! pffft. So quit with all the "ohmygod, you like. . . a sec one!?"
10:44 PM
listening to // leave right now :: will young
Saturday, September 04, 2004
feeling // spaced out
I'm in the mood for pointless, slow, mellow songs. So what if will young is gay? As long as he can sing, char siew baos will have their red dots on the top. Correct.
Last night was parents' night and i nearly went crazy. Some of the sec ones are really, really annoying nyan. I shan't mention any names but it's not a girl. So drama girls you can chill. Haha. I'm glad that samMi and i share the same thoughts. For pete's sake, stop showing off your handphone can? Not like it's a state-of-the-art thing. It's a. . . i don't know what. And stop your pointless lectures about why the water is clear. You know what? I DON'T GIVE TWO HOOTS.
Ryann and sandra looked like a wedding couple with ryann in his tux - for i don't know what. [bitch rant]For every event he always wants to wear his tux. Like the time when we went to acs barker for rashomon. He wanted to go in a tux. He thinks it's cool, i think it's retarded.[/bitch rant] Sandra looked like helen of troy. Harharhar. Julia, julien, fiona and samMi dressed up as jap school girls. They looked extremely cute. :) Kawaiiiii~ Well, at least there were some things which were good. Like the EXCO tags which looked damn cool. Too bad we had to return the fmss slings. The walkies look funky with the ear pieces. :p Hongchin in a blazer was eye candy. So it's good too! Puahaha. xD
Tons of other things i wanna blog about but i need a friends only / password protected facility!! Argh. So, it's gonna go into my emily book. I need to get another paper diary soon, it's running out. And that means more money. Sigh. (u_u)
11:19 PM
listening to // bounce :: sarah conner
Thursday, September 02, 2004
feeling // po0ped.
Today's drama was real cool. We did armed combat; fencing in particular. I love it!! But i didn't get to use to foil though. I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO TOUCH IT DAMMIT. Everytime when i wanted to get it someone else will come and take it away so i gave up. Settled with my bamboo stick of doom which split into two after sparring with joyce a couple of times. Oh well, whatever. Parents' night is tomorrow and i'm scared. My cough is coming back too. Nooooooooo.
Here i stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
10:00 PM
listening to // where did our love go :: kimberly caldwell
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
feeling // joyous! ^^
HARK, hear my cry of joy! HMV carries axelle red's face A face B!! But i gotta import it and it's gonna cost me $28.50. Any kind soul out there who is willing to sponsor me? It can be a belated birthday present. . . ? xD Or if you feel that you have done me wrong in someway or another and want to apologise or make up to me; you can buy that CD and give it to me and you will be forgiven. :p
Anyhoo, went to watch 13 going on 30 with michelle today. Original plan was to watch anacondas II with alyosius, johnston, weixuan and matthew but mich got freaked by the snakes. Sooo, we watched different movies. In that show some girl (i forgot her name) plays a 13 year old jenna rinks who wants to be 30, flirty and thriving. So her best friend gives her a jenna dreamhouse and some wishing dust. So some of the wishing dust fell on her and her wish came true. Jennifer garner plays the 30, flirty and thriving jenna rinks with a mentality of a 13 year old girl. It's quite a no-brainer but it'll be cool if you wished for something and it comes true just like that. But that's just a crazy fantasy of my small, insignificant, warped, mediocre and barely brain-like thing in my head. It's only good for twisting normality around my middle finger and having idealistic thoughts. (u_u)
Right, off to get more songs for parents' night. I am going completely ballistic with all the planning. *scurries off*